Born into life
that is like a shadow
who awaits for light from the horizon
I only come into existence
when you shed light into my way
Once without you I vanish away
I know that you're far away
I only wish to keep my eyes on you
in this lifetime I only need this much
Just loving you, I'm not brave enough
Just secretly loving you, I'm still afraid
I can only remind myself, who I am
I'm just that fading shadow
getting only a flicker of light from you
I felt happy just this much
it's more than enough.
Ngao Asoke
Episode 23
Ever since we came back from Chiangmai,
I haven't seen your smile.
Let me honestly ask,why does that man haven this much power over you.
Please don't speak about him again.
You said you had something to talk to me about, what is it?
I know that it may be too soon,
but please,
give me the chance to make you forget that man.
Please excuse me. I'm going to the restroom.
Wait, Khun Manwatt!
Khun Manwatt!
Watt...
Pong.
Let go. Why are you holding me?
Watt, please listen to me explain first.
No. I'm not listening to anything.
Please don't get near me, or bother me again.
But what if I said I didn't do anything with her?
Watt, please listen to me.
I remember everything from that night now.
Even though I was really drunk, but I was aware.
Khun Sutesamoun and I,
we didn't do anything.
Liar.
You're lying so cruely.
I saw it with my own eyes,
that woman was wearing a towel in your room.
And you still have the nerve to tell me,
that you guys didn't do anything?!
Manwatt.
Pongin, why?
Why did you change this much?
You aren't a man.
Manwatt, that's not true. I've never changed!
You're hurting me. Let go!
Stop it right there!
Hey! What are you doing to Khun Manwatt?!
Haven't you hurted her enough?!
You best leave!
No. I'm not going anywhere.
Watt, you have to believe me.
That's enough.
I don't want to hear anything else.
Our story has ended since 8 years ago.
It was my fault to have started it up again.
But now, I can see everything.
Khun Sadetee just proposed to me.
and I have already accepted.
Really Khun Manwatt?
So you have agreed to my proposal?
Ka. (yes)
Khun Manwatt! Khun Manwatt! Thank you so much!
Khun Manwatt!
Thank you so much! Here is our engagement ring.
Thank you Khun Manwatt, thank you so much!
We should go.
Watt...
Hey, stop meddling now!
Watt! Watt! Watt wait!
Watt!
I don't believe that you would really get in engage to this guy!
You're doing it to make me jealous aren't you?!
Why? Why I'm doing it, what does it have to do with you?
In the end, Khun Sadetee and I were going to get married anyway.
That's not true. Not true. Tell me it isn't true!
It isn't true, is it! Watt tell me!
Didn't you hear that it doesn't have anything to do with you?!
Stop bothering the two of us!
Pong!
Don't lose and start a fight.
Lets go Khun Manwatt.
Watt!
Watt! Watt!
Did this really happen?
It's true. I saw it with my own eyes.
Khun Weit, destroyed the picture that Khun Nu painted.
Khun Nuan was crying and begging
Khun Weit and Khun Wimorn still didn't care.
Ahh! You saw it with your eyes like that,then why didn't you go in to help Nuan!
Oi! Who would dare?
Oh! With other things your so good at it!
Oi! You missed...
That's too much!
Being outsiders but hurting people in my house like this.
And Nuan is too much, not telling me anything.
She probably doesn't want the problem to get big. She's like that.
But I'm not going to stand for it, P'Jian.
I'm going to go ask Nuan first.
If it is proven that Weit and Wimorn
intentionally wanted to harass Nuan,I'm not letting them get away with this!
Oh my! Khun Ying! Khun Ying!
Khun Ying!- Are you okay? See, you've hurt yourself!
Khun Ying! What happened?
I think my ankle is sprained.
Then, lets hurry and get you rested.
No no no, it's fine. I'm going to go see Nuan.
Have someone bring me a wheelchair, hurry.
No shouldn't, you're hurt. You should rest.
If you don't bring the wheelchair, I'll walk there myself!
Hey! Art, didn't you hear? Go and get the wheelchair from the storage unit! Hurry!
Mother!
What happened? Mother, what's wrong?
Oi, my ankle only sprained a little dear.
Your ankle is sprained?
Which side mother? Would you like to go to the doctors?
Oi! That's okay dear.
This is just a little bit, don't overreact.
What a little bit?
Your are my mother, so I have to worry, it's normal.
Don't forget that I have Bee, tending to me already.
And another thing, you doing good at this moment is too late.
Because my Will says that everything belongs to Bee only.
I'm also not thinking about changing it.
Mother, please stop.
I'm treating you good, because you are my mother.
There doesn't have to be any inheritance to bait me.
I have the ability to support myself.
I'm not hoping to find a shortcut to becoming rich.
Like someone...
Khun Mon, you have to hurry and contact a client about work, don't you?
Hurry, or else you'll be late, alright?
And as of Khun Ying Pba,
I'll help take care of her in your place.
Oi! I won't bother you dear...
Bee, take me away from around here...
the atmosphere is horrible. I smell the scent of a wild animal.
The scent is of a female chimp,
that wants to have a mate really badly it's obvious...
The stench is horrible, lets go dear. I'm going to faint.
Wi, no don't.
Mother sprained her ankle, so she's irritated. Don't think too much.
That's enough Khun Mon, you don't have to say anything.
i understand very well.
I'm determined,
to use goodness to win over mother's heart.
Wi! My dearest.
Then, I'm going to work now.
Yes. Go ahead.
You old b*tch. Today, you won't get away from me...
The Hiranawat's whole family is terrible.
The daughter is chirpy,
and the parents use power,
to oppress people in my house. I really don't understand
how you were able to withstand being with these people.
My grandmother taught me,
that being born as a human I must know filial duty.
Khun Wi's whole family-
Alright stop. Stop talking about the people of that house.
I'm nauseous and about to puke.
Oh, are you ill?
I'll go get the doctor for you.
Bee, how about this then, bring me some smelling salts.
And follow me to Nuan's house.
Oh, okay.
You old b*tch Tuptim! This will be fun.
What's wrong with this?
Thank you.
Move. Move...
What is it stuck on?
Khun Ying!
Khun Ying! Khun Ying! Khun Ying what happened?!
Khun Ying! Khun Ying!
Who's around here? Please help me! Khun Ying!
Oh my! Khun Ying!
What happened to Khun Ying!
Khun Ying! Khun Ying! Will Khun Ying die, Khun Bee?
Why did you say it like that Pba Art?
Sorry, she's quiet so I thought...- That's enough.
Hurry and bring Khun Ying up to the house. I'll get get the doctor.Yes. Yes.
Khun Ying...
Khun Ying please be okay.
Khun Ying...- Pba Art, hurry.
This is what you should get,
for me being enemies with me, you old b*tch Tuptim!
Alright so that means, I'll design the apartments in the style that you want.
And I'll send it to Khun Panna next week.- Sure, lets agree on that.
Thank you so much.
Khun Panna and...
Thank you so much.
Nu!- Oh, Khun Mon!
Hey, what are you doing here?
I have an appointment to give Jao Sua a painting.
Oh that's right. I heard Pba Art say,
that you're selling your paintings.
Hey, why are you in a hurry to find money?
I'm going to save up to ask for Khun Pa's hand in marriage.
Hey! I'm happy for you!
Aow! Why are you making that face?
You should be happy that uncle Weit and aunt Wimorn
gave you a chance.
It's not quite like that because Khun Weit,
asks for a brides price of $100,000 baht. ($3,000USD)
And I must find it by the end of this month too.
What? $100,000 baht, and by the end of this month too?!
They are playing a joke!
Even if it is, what can I do Khun Mon?
For Khun Pa, no matter what I have to do the best I can.
That's good, little brother!
What about you Khun Mon? How is it going?
You probably know that mother gave up all my inheritance,
to Beeyacha already right?
Mother is probably also teasing me too because I chose a daughter-in-law that she isn't pleased with.
Then what are you going to do?
What can I do?
I'll probably be saying what you just said.
For Wi, I'll do the best I can.
Oh, Pba Art!
Khun Mon! I see Mor (Dr.) Kuea's car parked, has something happened to anyone?
Khun Ying! Khun Ying's wheelchair flipped over and she hasn't awaken from fainting yet.
Mother!
Take it after 3 meals a day.
And this is medication before bedtime.You have to prepare the right medicine for Khun Pba.
Ka. (yes)
I take the best of care, of Khun Ying.- Kuea!
How is mother?
Calm down. Khun Ying Pba is alright.
I've already left medicine with Khun Bee. There's a heart health supplement,
something for blood pressure and antibiotics in case an infection. As for bruises and such, I've already written a prescription.
What is this? Why does mother have so many illnesses like this?
And how did the wheelchair fall over?
I think you should ask Bee yourself. I have a surgery to do, I have to go.
Pba Jian, what happened? What's wrong with mother?
She hasn't awaken yet. But Kuea has checked her heart already.
He says it's normal and she's okay now.
Oh, mother. How did you fall?
Why are they bruises everywhere?
There's so many scratches. What happened Pba Jian?
This morning Beeyachat was the one pushing mother's wheelchair.
How did she let this happen?
Don't blame Khun Bee, Khun Mon...
I can attest for her because when this incident happened,
Khun Bee was getting some spelling salts with me. When we got back to Khun Ying,
we had already seen Khun Ying in that position already.
It's true. I swear.
Mother...
Oh! Khun Monthai!
When did you get back?
Oi! Khun Ying Pba!
What happened to her?
Why didn't anyone tell me especially since I was only in my room?!
Oh my! Oh my!
Art, get out. I'll do it. You have heavy hands.
Get out.
Khun Ying Pba, are you alright?- Oi! Don't worry
My! You're in the same house and it happened a while ago. You are now just popping in?
Well, I already said that-- No one went to tell you...
That's enough Wi. If you're going to visit Khun Ying because you see that Mon is back then
just leave. Because they call this trying to have face!
Wi, wait!
Wi!- Aow! Keep on following her.
Oh Wi...
Wi, don't feel bad. Pba Jian just speaks like that.
But why, why does everyone have to look at me badly?
Especially when, when I really am worried about Khun Ying Pba, Khun Mon!
I understand that you have good intentions.
Don't worry Wi. One day everyone will understand,
you true heart.
Alright?
Beeyachat.
Don't you hear me calling?
I hear it.
Then why didn't you turn around? Are you trying to get on my nerves?
I wouldn't dare.
And I also know
why you came to see me.
Please just say
what ever you want to say.
I'm at fault.
Wrong that I wasn't there to take care of Khun Ying,
where she fainted and fell over.
You feel bad too? or are you afraid of being chastised, that's why your hurrying and explaining.
I don't have an excuse.
I accept all faults.
You think just accepting you're wrong, you would get away fom punishment?
You think that I can't follow you?
You're probably afraid you won't get your inheritance fast enough.
So you let mother get into an accident like that!
Khun Mon,
you think that I want Khun Ying to get hurt?
Have you become ill...
I actually want to be hurt in her place...
Her inheritance? I have never wanted any piece of it.
because the value of someone I love and look up to,
is mcuh more than the ineritance.
Pba! Why are you stopping?
I, I, I, I, I, can't really move my legs.
Is there too much weight or something Pba? Hurry lets go.
Khun Jian has told us to clean up so no one falls around here next time.
the cleaning,
doesn't gaurantee that no one would not fall here again.
What are you saying?
Think about it... why does Khun Ying's chair have to fall right here?
When Khun Nuan's house is over there?
The wheelchai was stuck on a branch right there...
and just so happened to sliiiiiiiiiide over here and falls over.
Right in front of Lakana's house?
Pba.. Pba what are ou trying to say?
Well, there's a rumor saying
Khun Ying made Lakana hang herself.
So think about it,
the spirt must be vengeful.
And intentionally wants Khun Ying to fall right here.
The spirit might be
trying to payback...
It will rip it's chest, stick out it's tongue
and pull it's eyes out.
And haunt!
Ah! Pba! Pba!
P'Malee, the water is all gone,
can you please refill it in the kitchen for me?
Pba it's dark, I'm definitely not going by myself.
Pba, can you come with me?
In the daytime, I'm already scared...
They say, with 1 person you will get lost but with 2 you'll survive, Pba!
Yeah,you should just go!
What are you mumbling about?
Why is there a problem just to go get some water?
I'm not daring to go alone, Khun Jian.
Hey are you crazy? Other days I see you come and go easily.
What happened today?
I, I, I, I, I'm scared of ghosts...
Ghosts?- Ghosts?
What ghosts?
Lakana's ghost, Khun Bee!
Lakana's ghost. It really is!
Lakana?
You blabbermouth! What ghost?
It's true, Khun Jian.
Lakana's ghost might have been teasing Khun Ying.
Or else, how would Khun Ying fall right there?
This morning I went to clean up in front of that house.
Oi! I was feeling really strange from my back.
Oh my!- Khun Ying Pba! No!
P'Jian! P'Jian! P'Jian!- It's alright.
Oh oh oh, it's alright. There is nothing Tuptim.
Calm down.- Art said Lakana teased me...
P'Jian... she said Lakana teased me.
She's speaking nonsense...- I don't feel good about it...
Lakana's ghost is going to take revenge on me.
She's going to take revenge on me!
Revenge... revenge...
Calm down calm down...
Alright, no crying, no crying...
No. P'Jian, don't leave me yet.
Now, the heaven's on my side!
Now I know how I'm going to handle you, you old b*tch Tuptim!
Aow! Malee, smash it more!
Do it this softly, next life time is when someone will ask you for marriage.
Oh, you haven't pick the bualapa leaves yet.
And you haven't sliced these. Why are you so slow, Art?
Oh! Khun Jian calm down. Acting like an impulsive teenager.
Hey! I'm not your friend. Do you see me like a playmate?!
What are you yelling about, P'Jian?- Well, Art-
Aow! Oh my, Tuptim,
how did you get down here? Are you well yet?
I just want to come down and help cook for alms giving,
what's the big excitement?
Sa'tu, it's Lakana's good merit...
so blessed, sa'tu, sa'tu.*sa'tu is the Buddhist way of saying, "amen" sort of
It really is Lakana's good merit.
Oh my!
Khun Jian, why did you have to kick me?
I used my hand. What did you see it as?
Well,
Khun Ying came down to cook, for alms giving to Lakana...
Uh, if you don't call this Lakana's good merit,
then what should we call it?
Hey hey, come here. Shut your mouth!
Did a ghost tell you to talk or something?!
Today you'll die because of your mouth! Do you want to die, huh?
P'Jian P'Jian, it's alright. Don't scold her.
Was she said was correct.
Tuptim...
I really want to do merit for Lakana.
So we don't have to have bad karma towards each other.
Anything that was between us can then be forgiven.
And if she hasn't gone and reborn,
she can then go now...
Oh, I'm sorry...
Red roses,
which guy gave it to you?
The man at the flower stand.
I had him bring it early this morning.
So we can give it to the monks.
Give to the monks? Red roses?
Hey, do you think I'm a kid or somethin.
Wel no one said that you can't bring red roses to give to the monks for alms...
But if you want to believe that a guy brought it to me,
then fine. That's up to you to think that.
Give it here. Let go...
Khun Mon are you okay?
Don't worry about me!
And next time if you want to hurt me,
then hurt me more than this.
Aunt Nuan... I have the flowers.
Nu Bee! Throw it away right now! Throw it all away!
What aunt Nuan?
Who told you to bring these roses? Go throw them away right now!
Aunt Nuan, I was the one who bought these roses.
And, why can't Khun Ying see these roses?
The story of Lakana,
has passed for about 10 years now.
At that time, you were still a child.
You probably didn't know about anything.
I just remember that, P'Lakana likes to make garlands of flowers.
And she makes really beautiful garlands.
But after a while, she didn't come out much so I didn't see her.
So, why all of a sudden P'Lakana disappeared?
Please have sweet dreams Khun Mon.- Nang Lakana!
Khun Ying wasn't pleased. Saying that Lak, was trying to seduce Khun Mon...
So Lamom, Lak's mother,
chained her in her room.
When Khun Mon found out, he went to help.
Khun Mon! Khun Mon!- I said stay still!
I'll do it myself!- Tuptim misunderstood
thinking that he was in there sleeping with Lak.
Khun Ying was really angry and there was a huge argument.
Until...
Until what, aunt Nuan?
Until Lakana hung herself to death.
Oh my goodness!
She used rose petals to spell out, "I'm innocent".
She thought it was the way to prove her innocence.
Roses, are then prohibited for this place.
From then on,
we feel that if Tuptim sees it,
her condition may worsen again.